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two for the road

 Two for the road is an editing experiment based on the visual similarities that can be found when photos are presented side by side.

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obviously i love this

oona
an amazing design company. and
their web site rules. i love the internet g o h e r e , and see what im talkin about

lindsay

w a r m m m m m w w w a r m m m w w w a r m

chicken bodies

today i had to take the chickens out for their salt solution bath,

and move them into the pure salt burial stage.
right now they are sleeping in a box of salt. however, after 5 days in salt solution the chicken body was really gross.
the feet are super easy to handle. i pick them up, i massage the salt into them.
they look like pure white dragons feet right now.
im disconnected

the body is fleshy, and smelled like death.
its face was not in sleep under its wing
it was dead.
and it has a face, i felt strange about the whole thing for the first time and i couldnt bring myself to lift its dead body or photograph it.


i think its ok now though

i took pictures of some boys last week

the other night, damn right
we got dressed up

n e e n n e e n n e e n n e e n n ee n n ee n nee nneen

this is the shiz --------------> www.neenclothes.com
last night we took these pictures

team shot

chicken bodies

since the chicken feet worked well, i have begun a whole chicken, gutted
but fully intact.
bathing in salt solution

s ha wn a

because the lady wants chemicals

many common misconceptions involve self image

C11H15NO2
(±)-1,3-benzodioxolyl-N-methyl-2-propanamine;
(±)-3,4-methylenedioxy-N-methyl-α-methyl-2-phenethylamine;
DL-3,4-methylenedioxy-N-methylamphetamine;
methylenedioxymethamphetamine


when i said i pretended it didnt happen, i actually pretended it didnt happen; even to my self
my reflection did not include that fact.


i have been chasing a perfect moment for a very long time, and
it has nothing to do with love, or
my receiving or giving love, or the search for this love that i have somehow combined with this moment; this perfect moment
so closely realsied but then never found again.

it just wasnt there the next time.

sometimes i find it.
in another un-sustainable way, that i immediately expose
over expose
self indulge
self dilude
self express
self less
lose of everything useful

you are there waiting in the fantasy that has become the closest reminder of that perfect moment,
a moment representative of the un known
like something i had to morn just to prove it had, in fact existed at all.

there was a before that, and
it was all about me anyways. those feelings fill me
directed
across this new experience right at the past
the place i live
the recent past,
the moment it happened
and i knew, i was, and
it had been

the only moment i ever know for sure has exsisted,
the rest of it is past, changeable past
it simply did not happen
when i talk about that time period i just simply dont mention that it happened

b a c k w a r d s L

t h e e n d o f t h e n i g h t

h a u n t i n g

photography books /zines  l o o k

t h e T O W E R

‎"If consumerism continually scours the margins of society for rebellious or contrary notions and then immediately turns them into stuff to sell - it ironically becomes very difficult for new ideas to change society. Instead they tend to end up reinforcing it."

spencer sent me       t h i s l i n k
it got me thinking about ideas, and
the way ideas once changed the world, in the 60's, and
things were better, but
then they got worse again. is it really another idea we need?
my cousin works for HP [one of the 5 major corporations, or was, either way, a world player] she sees the future over sea's. she sees American compounds on chinese soil. the promise land, another mans land. my friend has brilliant ideas. he is behind the whole skpye global campaign. he has a factor of Japanese science /engineering kids pumping out new ideas /technologies aimed at changing the world. he is a hippie sympathizer.
if our ideas are generating the same solution continuously then we must not actually be having ideas. we are instead celebrating the same victory over, and
over again. we are not changing the world, we are in fact doing something much more ordinary.

i n f r o n t

ben shaffer

i love this
m o r e o f t h i s

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